How do you love and angel?

Its been about 7 days since i spoke to katharine. The pain in my heart gets larger and larger. I know she is happy and living the life she always wanted to. I felel myself falling farther into darkness. If only a word from her it would make my day so much brighter. Just to know she is alive and doing ok. The love i lost will never be replaced and only pain and sorrow will remain. Katharine was the kind of love that makes you smile on your worst day makes you feel comfortable and safe. The kind of love that makes ytou want to stay in bed cuddling all day when you know you should get up. The kind of love that makes you want to just sit and stare at her beauty so that you can bask in the glory of an angel. The way she smiled is what makes the sun rise everymorning and the kindness of her voice makes the night calm. Her eyes could see directally into your soul and bring out the good in anyone. Her love was so complete that a guy like be sould have given her the world. I failed and will forever live in regret. I will always love you katharine always.