Hope

Well today i got an e-mail from her. She wants to be friends for a while. I am willing to do whatever it takes to see her happy and if it just being friends that will have to do. I do still love her with all my heart and always will but she only wants to be friends and i have to accept that and move on with my own life. Finding god helped a lot and trying to just get through each and every day is hard but i can do it. I wish i had done so many things different with her i wish i had not pushed or been so possisive but my heart was so taken by her that i went over board. Lesson learned i guess. I hope she finds happiness that i could not give her and that she gains all the things in the world she needs and wants.